Going Crazy

2 April 2006
"I am going crazy. I literally think that I am losing it. I am probably just sick, but I don't know. I took some ibuprofen and hopefully all will be better but I don't know. I almost lost it today at the meeting, and started to cry but luckily I didn't. Сестра Макарова saved me and chatted with me. I think the big thing was that Владик isn't getting baptized on Friday because President Makarov feels that he is not yet ready. I worried way too much about it and so I think that was the big thing. We were at Ward Council today and that was long. We came home, ate and that was basically all. I have rested a bit, but I don't know."